April 2010
Sometimes I over-analyze.
Today was a start.
Hopefully it progresses. Phew,
@ this point I could only wish..
and what sucks about it...
is you have no idea. I bet it would be the last thing on your mind but its the first thing on mine. Shoot, & its my fault to begin with so I have no room left to speak about it.
ugh fuck it, goodnight.
Indians & Dragons
Because thinking about it makes me feel sad and stupid for taking advantage of something good.
Ask/Tell. My ears are yours. →
I'm convinced cupid hates me.
Today was goood ;)
Bitter
Because I’m not trying to have a replay in my life of what happened freshman year. You don’t know how badly I handled it & I’m not so sure I could do any better now. I’m scared for that feeling. Having someone close to you, as if they were your own blood, walk out on you with no final word. Then seeing you from time to time acting like we were complete strangers....
WEEKEND = D
$$$
BLAAAT BLAAAAAAT !
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You wouldn't understand.
Believe me, its beyond your ideas of what it might be.
My shower is the place where I do the most...
Don't waste your time on payback, getting even...
I've got my head in the clouds.
I really need to snap back into reality.
Someone slap me please?
TAT TAT TATTTTED UUUUUP!
I don’t remember at all.
Just one of those nights…..
you know how that goes.
I feel motivated to write but I don’t know what to write about or how to get started…
Sorry I’ve let you guys down, hehehe.
Momma knows best ?
sure why not
Wait..
I had to make this a special dedication. Fuck you bitch. You’ve been baggin on me since I was in 7th grade & were still going strong with this Love but mostly HATE WITH PASSION relationship. Fuck you chinese wonton soup sushi roll gayer then wasabi asshole fuck bitch head. I hate you forever and always. HATE, Tamara
Everyone Hates Tamara
This WAS gonna be my GPOYW but I forgot to post it up and its already Thursday. Oh well fuckers.
OH YEAH THIS IS DEDICATED TO NOBLY FUCKING HOE. FUCK YOU.
Sometimes,
I feel like I find myself missing you…
But then again I remember that everything happens for a reason.
Therefore, I am happy.
Oh trends, how you come & go..
First the Scene & Teased hair, then the china cut bangs, then the A-line haircut, & now that ‘cassie-look’ with one part of your hair shaved.. Hmmm whats next people ? hahah
Yes, Princess.
If only it were easier...
Ask/Tell. My ears are yours. →
Great Weekend
Friday: Watched the last song w/ everyone & caused some trouble. Ramu knows.
Saturday: Fam day. Consisted of ALOT of shopping & ALOT of eating. Saw shutter island!
Sunday: Easter party @ mines. Crackin as usual. Then to Sebastian/Robins casa with all the cousins for family bonding beerpong night. OMG CRAZY!
Egg hunting in the rain.
(1st broken chair)
Beana girrrrrrrrrrrl =)
...
You think he's different?
Chances are he aint.
& to 50 million other females, he different too so you’re not the only one thinking it. He’s got you trapped like the rest of them I can’t help but say that I seen it coming.
Sorry but I told you so.
Ladies: Don’t make yourself an easy target. Showing that you’re vulnerable gives guys the impression that they could talk and treat you...
Naaaaah
GPOYW
WHO SUPPPPPPPPORTIN THE MIDDLE PART? I IS !
The greatest advice given..
from the person in my life that I least expected it to be given from.
& with that said, I feel like I know what to do & how things should go from here.
Impossible is nothing. & I guess i’m going to have to try that one out because
‘at least if you’ve tried with all you’ve got, you know that you did it your all & there is nothin you can do. Its all left...
